I had every intention of starting my week off on a high note. But life doesn't necessarily go the way you hope it to all the time.
With a couple of mini-breakdowns, an argument with my sister, and in general feeling deflated and confused about where my life is at the moment turns out to be a pretty crappy (and overwhelming) way to spend your day.
I had intentions of sharing my weekend cooking creations with you and some funny pictures, but I think that will have to wait until tomorrow, as I'm not feeling all that joyous / quippy / clever at the moment.
I want to get to the bottom of this funk and squash it's beginnings with the heel of my Etnies skate shoe, so in an effort to do so, I made a little list of "goals". Well, I titled it "Things I Want to Do", but close enough. Here goes (in no particular order):
Learn to play the piano again.
Get a job that means something to me / that I can be passionate about.
Meet the love of my life.
Get in better shape / have a regular exercise regimen.
Not drink as much alcohol.
Feel confident and strong.
Be more compassionate.
Not feel angry anymore.
Let things go.
Pay off my debt.
Make the world a better place (even if it’s just a small contribution).
Learn another language.
Do yoga every day.
Some are inevitably going to take longer than others, but hey, it's a start. And it made me feel better in a small way, just laying it all out there in writing.
Tomorrow is a new day - a time to start fresh. What are some of the things you'd like to do?