Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Bummed / Sad / Guilty

So I've been pretty bummed out / sad / feeling guilty the last few days. I recently ended a short but intense relationship with a boy. What hurts the most is that he's a really good person, and deserves so much more than what I could give. He has a wonderful heart, and I hate that I'm someone who hurt it. I don't know why my feelings changed, but once they did I couldn't let things continue. I had to be true to myself because I've grown to understand how important that is. I hope that this boy can try to understand that as well.

So - boy - if you're reading this, I can't tell you how sorry I am for hurting you. I don't regret any part of what we had together, and I hope that you don't either. I hope and pray that you feel better about everything, and that soon we can share a drink together as friends.

XO

2 comments:

mogreen said...

Bethie, good for you for knowing what you want and not staying around if you're not 100% into it. I wasted a few years of my life because I didn't have the guts, but learned my lesson. In the end, honesty will never do you wrong. xoxo

Beth B said...

Thanks, Mo. I agree with you. Still makes me sad, but I'm workin' on getting happy again. XO