tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41558955371044092472024-03-16T01:08:02.264-06:00Beth's Super Awesome BlogMy random musings, recipes, and funny stuff.Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.comBlogger621125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-30977570389993264232015-08-17T19:02:00.000-06:002015-08-17T19:02:04.923-06:00July - Month 7 down, 5 to go!Earlier this month I was listening to my favorite podcast, <a href="http://www.stuffyoushouldknow.com/" target="_blank">Stuff You Should Know</a>, They were talking about the human body, and how we're generating new cells all the time.<br />
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<b>I learned that within 300 days, our body has replaced all the cells of our liver with new ones.</b></h3>
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Whoa.<br />
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That means that <b>by the end of this year, my liver will be brand-spankin-baby-new.</b> I will literally be starting over. That blows my mind a little bit.<br />
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Does that mean I'll stop drinking all together? Probably not. But this piece of information has definitely made me more aware of the importance of taking a break from certain things, and allowing our bodies some time to heal.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Karaoke night, baby!!!</td></tr>
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Summertime is now in full swing in Denver, and I'm loving every second of it. My friends and I are biking everywhere again, we're going to concerts, dancing 'till the wee hours - I'm just so happy! I've certainly had a few of those "I wish I could have a drink" moments over the past month - especially because <b>there's nothing I love more than a cold cider on a hot day.</b> YUM.<br />
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There's also been a few instances when I realize my desire to drink is because <b>by 2 a.m. the entire world is drunk except me.</b> It's not because I need it to feel comfortable, or to fit in. It's because everyone else is absolutely ridiculous by that time of the night - falling all over each other, trying to go home with someone, trying to keep their eyes open or stand upright - that it's hard to deal with completely sober.<br />
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<b>It probably doesn't come as a surprise to you, but a lot of people are really fucking annoying when they're drunk.</b></h3>
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I have to say, my friends are an exception because I love them so much.<b> It's interesting to see how their personalities are magnified after a few drinks, and I kind of love seeing them so stripped down without anything holding them back.</b> It makes me wonder how I would seem to a sober person's eyes when I'm tipsy.<br />
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Money saved in 7 months:<b> approximately $1,608.00. </b><br />
Experiences and happiness gained in 7 months: <b>SO MUCH OF THE THINGS. </b><br />
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As always, thanks to everyone for keeping me strong! Less than a half a year to go!Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com25tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-60571357550064871122015-07-19T11:12:00.001-06:002015-07-19T11:12:31.838-06:00Letting GoThis year I stumbled upon minimalism, because of <a href="http://www.theminimalists.com/" target="_blank">The Minimalists</a>, appropriately enough. I think it’s interesting that I discovered their book (<a href="http://www.theminimalists.com/etr/" target="_blank">Everything That Remains</a>) during this experimental year-of-sobriety, as it has been a great ideology to accompany me on my journey.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">At my favorite coffee shop, with the Minimalists!</td></tr>
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As mentioned in previous blog posts, I have already learned a lot this year. But I’ve also learned some things that have really surprised me along the way that I may not have encountered if I hadn’t also made the decision to cut out booze. Let me explain…<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">My coffee maker (that I’ve had for the past 15-ish years now) finally broke. </span></b><br />
Let me clarify – the pot broke, and I can’t seem to find a pot that fits it properly to make the coffee actually brew.<br />
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Instead of buying a replacement I stopped and thought: <b>do I really NEED a coffee maker? </b>I’m not a coffee-addict, and it has never felt like a must-have appliance. So I let it go to see how I’d do without it. I learned two things:<br />
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<li>I figured out a way to make what I call a "MacGyver-pour-over" where I balance my re-useable coffee filter into a large glass measuring cup, and pour hot water over coffee grounds. I let it sit for about 5 minutes, and it works great!</li>
<li>I can still get coffee at work, or if I really want something fancy, I’ll treat myself at a local coffee shop. </li>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">My next door neighbor moved out.</span></b><br />
Now, this doesn’t seem very life-changing of a situation. But this neighbor of mine also took away my internet connection. No, I wasn’t stealing his internet! I paid him $25 / month to share his high-speed connection, and it worked swimmingly.<br />
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Anyhoodle, this meant that <b>my Netflix subscription was going to waste, so I canceled it.</b> It was a sad moment when I realized I’d be missing new episodes of Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt and Peaky Blinders, but I figured I’d get over it.<br />
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And – surprise, surprise – I totally did.<br />
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I know that I can get internet if I really need it, but I don’t work from home, and no new neighbor has moved in over the past month and a half so I haven’t been tempted to ask about sharing. Oh, and I don’t need TV.<br />
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It’s amazing how much time I’ve spent watching Netflix! Correction – not spent – WASTED. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t think having Netflix / HBO Go / Hulu (or what have you) is inherently bad. But there’s something very wrong with the ease of letting it auto-play to the next episode, and the way that <b>spending an hour watching your favorite show can easily turn into 6 hours of sitting on your couch and letting time (and your life) flicker away. </b><br />
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The more I read about minimalism and about living more deliberately, I've learned that <b>it's about removing distractions in order to gain more from life.</b> I’ve also realized that <b>our time is SO VALUABLE as it’s the one thing we can never get back.</b> It can absolutely be valuable to spend an hour or two watching a show that makes you laugh, or inspires you, or taps into your emotional core. Movies, television, and books are wonderful for those things. But as with everything in life (including health, drinking, etc.), it’s important to find balance.<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Sometimes it’s not until we let go that we realize we had an imbalance in the first place. </span></b><br />
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Letting go of my coffee maker and having internet at home has helped me realize that I can not only make do without certain things, but that I can find other ways to live more mindfully and more deliberately.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Photo credit: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jakeliefer/page2" target="_blank">jakeliefer</a>, via Flickr</td></tr>
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If I go to the coffee shop (instead of making coffee at home), I may bump into a friend. I may share a nice conversation with a stranger. I may bring my computer and get some writing done, that I wouldn’t have otherwise. Sure, I might spend a little money – but I like spending time at coffee shops, supporting local businesses, and being around the people in my community. I’m also not spending money on booze, so there’s that.<br />
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If I avoid television, I read more books. I find ways to spend more time with my friends, rather than sitting at home on my couch. I find inspiration to work on projects, create art, go for walks, write stories, go to shows, or learn something new about myself. I find it much easier to leave my couch and go out, rather than be tempted to just “stay in and chill” – an excuse I’ve made numerous times in the past when I’ve just wanted to let the fantasy worlds of my favorite shows sweep me away so that I don’t have to “deal” with real life.<br />
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<b>Everyone is different, and it’s important to find your own balance. </b>But these are all really good things for me. I am glad that I’ve discovered these things – all because I have allowed myself to be open to the idea of letting go. <b>By letting go we can learn things about ourselves that we may not have before. </b>We might even realize we can’t live without certain things – and that’s a lesson in itself.<br />
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The important thing is that this has been a lesson in mindfulness for me. I don't want to just blindly replace the coffee maker or install new internet because it’s just something to be done, because people “should” have those things. <br />
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It’s important to take that moment to stop and think: Is this still important to me? Could I see what it’s like to go without?<br />
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Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-88759803811511515102015-06-20T10:51:00.000-06:002015-06-20T10:51:14.490-06:00May & June - Months 5 & 6 (mostly) down! Halfway point!Summer officially arrives tomorrow, and I'm lovin' breaking out my sundresses and hair flowers! I can't believe we're halfway through 2015 already - it has gone by so fast.<br />
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I did have a moment of weakness this month, when I realized I was in month 6 of my year-without-booze. A conversation with Megan:<br />
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<b>Me:</b> "You know, I was thinking...I would like to drink again and go to a brewery or something. It's not like I have to prove this to anyone, it's just something I'm doing for me. I mean, I've come this far. I've proved I can do it."<br />
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<b>Megan:</b> "Yeah, but you've come this far, you know?"<br />
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<b>Me:</b> "Yeeeeahhhh... I guess."<br />
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<b>Megan:</b> "But I mean - you've COME THIS FAR. Yeah, you're doing it for yourself, but you'd be throwing in the towel. <b>You've already made it 6 months. What's another 6?"</b><br />
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<b>Me: </b>"You make a valid point."<br />
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End scene!<br />
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And, as usual, Megan was totally right.<br />
I've come SO FAR! Yes, I proved that I can live a perfectly happy life without booze. <b>But I also made a promise to myself. No booze for 2015. The whole year. </b>So I'm sticking to it!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The book club girls meet Ryan Nicodemus of The Minimalists!</td></tr>
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One of the coolest moments from this past month was that me and the Book Club girls got to attend the <a href="http://asymmetrical.co/wordtasting/" target="_blank">Word Tasting Tour</a>!<br />
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This included meeting <a href="http://www.theminimalists.com/" target="_blank">Ryan Nicodemus</a> (of The Minimalists) and <a href="http://colin.io/" target="_blank">Colin Wright</a> (writer, traveler, entrepreneur) as well as <a href="http://skyesteele.com/" target="_blank">Skye Steele</a> (beautifully talented musician), and <a href="http://www.joshwagner.org/" target="_blank">Josh Wagner</a> (amazing poet & writer).<br />
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<b>We read <a href="http://www.theminimalists.com/etr/" target="_blank">Everything That Remains by The Minimalists</a> for Book Club, and we absolutely loved it.</b> I personally took a lot of their ideas to heart, and truly believe that living minimally (not putting weight in THINGS but instead investing in relationships, time, and experiences) is an awesome way to think and live.<br />
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One of my favorite things said the entire evening was from Colin Wright. During the Q&A session (pictured below), someone asked for one piece of advice from the guys. His response was: <b>"You have one life to do everything you want to do, ever."</b> This is something I will carry with me forever - it's a beautiful way to think about life, and what you do with it!<br />
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I was thrilled to meet everyone, and I even got to talk to Ryan a little bit about my resolution to give up booze for 2015. I mentioned that <b>one of the biggest things that I get from people when I tell them I've given up alcohol for the year is "Oh, I could never do that."<table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The guys of the Word Tasting Tour!</td></tr>
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My realization after hearing that comment over and over again is: <b>It's not that you CAN'T do it. It's that you WON'T do it. We can do whatever we want, we just have to make the decision. I don't like the idea of people limiting themselves by saying that they can't do something. We can do anything, <i>accomplish anything</i>, if we just make the choice to do so. </b><br />
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Ryan agreed.<br />
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That's the big thing I learned the last couple of months.<br />
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<b>I've also lost 4 pounds, 1 3/4 inches, and saved approximately $1,358.00 </b>(from not spending money on alcohol),<b> all in just 6 months.</b> <b>I also feel amazing, happy, and more fulfilled in my life. </b>So there's that!<br />
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-44972309577006576202015-04-20T19:18:00.002-06:002015-04-20T19:18:38.427-06:00March & April - Months 3 & 4 (mostly) down! 8 months to go!I have been slacking on posts, but I've been SO busy I'm totally okay with it.<br />
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With spring comes some of my favorite things: sitting on porches for happy hour, traveling, and weddings. These are also some of the hardest times to avoid drinking for me!<br />
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First: happy hour porch drinking. </h3>
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I love when the weather starts getting warmer, and sitting outside in the early evening (or sometimes early afternoon) and getting your buzz on is perfectly acceptable. I've realized since I started this challenge that<b> I have a much easier time socializing when I am distracted from the act of drinking</b>. When we're at a concert, out dancing, or doing some kind of outdoor activity I have no problems. But when we're sitting somewhere and there's nothing else to do besides sit and drink - it can be a little harder. Luckily my friends are usually pretty awesome at animated conversations.<br />
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Second: Traveling. </h3>
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This month I had my first experience with traveling without booze. <b>I tend to use "I'm on vacation!" as an excuse to make a whole mess of bad decisions - from drinking before noon, to overeating, and spending more money than I need to.</b> I went to NYC to visit my big sister, and it was actually much easier than I thought it would be.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Two happy sisters!</td></tr>
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Amber did have a couple of drinks while I was there, but there was never the suggestion of "let's just stop in here for a drink for no reason at all" or anything like that. If we stopped, it was to take in the scenery, grab a bite to eat, or purchase some delicious Brooklyn-made taffy. My lovely sister was more than accommodating with alcoholic-drink-substitutes, like fizzy water with fruit juice (which was delicious).<br />
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I only thought about the fact that I wasn't drinking ONCE - when we were out at a bar that not only didn't carry non-alcoholic beer, but didn't even have mixers (they only served beer & wine). I felt left out at the moment, but quickly got over it when I realized I could purchase cranberry juice at the corner store and bring it in.<b> It's amazing how quickly I can get distracted from the fact that I'm not drinking. </b><br />
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Third: Weddings. </h3>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">So happy for these two!!</td></tr>
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This month also marked my first wedding I've ever attended without booze. <b>This was extra difficult because all the booze was FREE. </b>UGH! Water water everywhere... you know?<br />
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The bartenders were more than happy to mix me up some mocktails (one guy said "just ask for the Beth, and I'll make you another!") which helped, but I found that the best way to stop thinking about the fact that I was surrounded by endless amounts of free alcohol was... you guessed it. DANCING.<br />
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<b>We danced like crazy, I didn't get tired nearly as quickly as I would have with booze, and I didn't have a hangover the next day.</b> Win win win. I think I'm getting the hang of this!<br />
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Some things I learned in March / April: </h3>
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<li><b>Dancing is the best distraction EVER from drinking booze. </b>Not only is it easier (sloshing a drink all over everyone is never fun), but my stamina has significantly increased. Since quitting the sauce, I've had some marathon dance sessions - 4 hours each! - both times in heels. And I probably could have kept going! </li>
<li><b>I've definitely lost weight. </b>I can't completely credit the lower calorie / sugar intake, as I have been working with my trainer and exercising more regularly in general. I also got rid of my scale, as I'm sick of it running my life - so I'm not sure how much weight I've actually lost. But my clothes are fitting better, and I have more energy. That's all that really matters to me!</li>
<li><b>I feel like I've been granted the gift of time. </b>Really, it's just that I can stay out later (because alcohol isn't making me sleepy), while at the same time not have any recovery time in the morning. I may sleep in a little after a late night, but I'm not nursing a hangover. I can just get on with my day, and my life. RAD. </li>
<li><b>It's getting easier. </b>With developing any habit, the passing of time just helps this whole thing become less of a thought process, and more automatic. </li>
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For money saved (I did add in a little extra for my vacation, as I always spend more on alcohol then), I estimated about<b> $928.00. In other words, I've saved almost $1k in 4 months, JUST BY CUTTING OUT ALCOHOL.* </b>That's pretty amazing. </div>
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<i>*I'd like to take a moment to point out (again), that I'm not estimating crazy amounts of money here, guys. I'm talking $5 here, $20 there, a few days a week. If you start tracking it, I bet you'd be surprised how much you spend too! </i></div>
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This month, I give to wine. Oh, wine - how I miss washing a meal down with your sweet grapey nectar. But damn, I don't miss your hangover. Youch. </div>
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As always, thanks to everyone for the love and support, and every time you've said "we can find you something fun to drink" when we're at a bar. You guys rock. </div>
Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-25669916656556297992015-03-14T11:41:00.000-06:002015-03-14T11:41:00.320-06:00Month 2 down - 10 more to go!February was a much easier month to get through than January, just because not drinking is becoming a habit.<b> I don't have to actually think about it nearly as much, I just don't drink. </b>It's a more natural feeling - as though I've been doing it for a really long time. It's funny how quickly habits can form like that!<br />
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For the money I saved in February, it was about $201. So including the $233 I saved in January, <b>I have not spent $434 on booze in 2015. </b>That makes me so friggin' happy.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I kind of love that I found this poster. It says "NO!" in Russian.<br /><i>Image source: https://www.flickr.com/photos/gaucho74/</i></td></tr>
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Some things I learned in February: </h3>
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<li>I realized that not drinking is helping me make better choices with dating - at least with resisting texting someone when I probably shouldn't. <b>No more drunk texting!</b> Woohoo!</li>
<li>Sometimes a <b>non-alcoholic beer is all I need to feel like I'm having a "treat". </b>And all I need is one - since I'm not drinking to feel the buzz, I satisfy the craving with the taste, then stop. </li>
<li><b>I want to get healthier in other ways.</b> I joined a gym, and recruited a personal trainer. I want to get strong in my muscles, as well as my overall health. </li>
<li>Sometimes it's hard dealing with stress or disappointment without alcohol. <b>I can't ignore my feelings by getting drunk - I have to confront them and deal with them, whether I like it or not.</b> That's the hardest part I've dealt with so far, to be honest. </li>
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That last part was a doozy in February. It definitely helps having another outlet for those feelings (such as exercising, running, doing fun things with friends), but in some situations (like running), I'm still alone with my thoughts. <b>I didn't realize how little I was actually working through stuff before.</b> I would just dull my feelings, maybe think about them a little bit (when hungover), and eventually move on. I didn't really dive into how I was feeling, or why I was feeling that way. I mean, I kind of did, but not at this depth. It's scary and exciting all at the same time. </div>
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I occasionally miss having a drink, especially if some whiskey is being handed around, or if someone orders a good Manhattan. But it quickly passes, and I forget all about it after a little while. </div>
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So that's where I am right now! As always, thanks for all the love and support! </div>
Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-32712933986482926632015-02-07T09:18:00.002-07:002015-02-07T09:18:19.764-07:00A Bar is No Place for FeelingsLast night I went to a Pre-Valentine's-Day-Singles-Mixer.<br />
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<b>Yes, it was just as bad as you'd think it would be. </b><br />
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We expected as much, honestly. We went in with the understanding we were there to just have fun, eat food, have some drinks, and socialize. <b>But somehow I got to a breaking point, and I didn't see it coming.</b><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Image source: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jonathancohen/">https://www.flickr.com/photos/jonathancohen/</a></td></tr>
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Of course, it was pretty much all women. They were all gorgeous, and all around my age. Two guys showed up - one that was so desperate you could feel it in the way he leaned in (even when a back was facing him), and the other was our friend Matt (who was in cute-single-girl heaven).<br />
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We still had fun getting caught up, although it was a juggling act trying to avoid the desperate guy's conversation (he was hovering and ready to attack at any turn). He was a perfectly nice person, I just didn't feel the desire to force small-talk with him. Also, the first thing he said to me and my friends when we introduced ourselves was: "I'm terrible at names, I won't remember any of this."<br />
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Now, I know names are difficult to remember, but nothing rubs me the wrong way more than that phrase. I know it's usually just a joke people make when they are in an uncomfortable situation (such as meeting new people). But I don't think people think about what they're saying anymore. I mean, you're kind of saying: "I know I just met you, but I'm not even going to try and remember your name, because I don't give a shit about making any effort." I'd rather someone try to remember my name and guess it wrong rather than say something like that.<br />
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But I digress.<br />
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We had a fun time for a little while, <b>but as the evening wore on I soberly realized how sad the whole thing was.</b> I couldn't use a stiff drink to dull the fact that there were 30 young, single, beautiful women sitting around with the hope that "Mr Right" would walk in at any moment. I looked at all these women, and I looked at the I-won't-remember-your-name guy, and I just couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. <b>I had to get out of there NOW. </b><br />
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Thankfully, a friend in my group saw my desperation to hightail it out of there and followed suit. We talked on the way back to the car about how awful that whole thing was, and laughed about the way I kind of freaked.<br />
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I knew not drinking in social situations would be difficult from time to time. But I actually thought to myself before the start of the night, "Hey, I'm doing great! I don't even feel like I NEED a drink anymore!" in a naive way. <b>It wasn't so much that I <i>needed</i> a drink in that situation, but that I <i>needed</i> to figure out a different way to deal with it rather than ignoring it by drinking </b>- and I haven't really nailed that down quite yet (illustrated perfectly by the fact that I practically knocked over the chair I was pulling my coat from while trying to make a frantic exit).<br />
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<b>My point is: I have come a long way in a month, but I've still got a ways to go.</b> I am realizing that although I didn't think of myself as a crazy drinker, or someone I'd think of as an addict - there are ways I depended on alcohol that I didn't think of before. It's something I used in celebration, but also in dulling my feelings. <b>Having the stark realization that you're feeling strong emotions in a place where you wouldn't normally feel anything (ie. a bar), can be pretty scary. </b><br />
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So I move on to my Saturday night without a false sense of confidence, but the feeling that it might be tough.<b> That I'll need to trust that I'm strong enough to handle those scary emotion-thingies without booze. </b>That I can still have fun, but instead of ignoring those feelings I can acknowledge them and move on.<br />
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Ugggghhh... being a grown-up is HARD.Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-18103571043358719012015-02-02T15:19:00.000-07:002015-02-02T15:19:51.822-07:00Month One Realizations | Kicking the CrutchOver the weekend I realized that I have started substituting things for alcohol that may not be the healthiest of choices.<br />
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Going into this whole no-booze-for-a-year plan, I already had the mentality that I didn’t want to substitute one bad habit for another. I was not going to switch from ordering alcohol at a bar or restaurant to ordering a soda. I also didn't want to start snacking more (in place of drinking), and I didn't want to substitute another form of entertainment (such as pot) to create a similar effect.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Toasting a non-alcoholic glass of goodness with friends!</td></tr>
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Over the weekend I realized that I had been making some of those substitution choices - and in doing so, I realized <b>I don’t want to have to need ANYTHING as a crutch.</b> I don’t want to be a person that needs some kind of stimulating or dulling substance (such as caffeine, alcohol, pot, etc.) to get through my day, and my life. <b>I want to be the type of person that can DEAL WITH IT. </b>If things get shitty, I’ll go for a run. If I want to celebrate, I’ll make a delicious meal to share with my friends. If I need to sulk, I’ll cry it out and move on. I’ll figure it out – I’m a big girl.<br />
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I guess I just thought I WOULD need something. <b>I wasn't sure if I was strong enough to just cut out booze and deal with life – all the good and the bad – completely clean.</b> But I feel like understanding this is what will give me the opportunity to really do this right. To see what it’s like to live my adult life without any kind of unhealthy substances to “help” me along.<br />
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I have myself, and my friends and family for support. That’s all the strength I need!<br />
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<b>1 month down, 11 to go!</b><br />
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Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-14857948127850207982015-01-30T14:36:00.002-07:002015-01-30T14:36:47.385-07:00Money NOT SPENT on Booze for JanuaryHoly crap! I can't believe how much I saved this month just by not buying booze. This has been very eye-opening for me. It's also amazing how quickly it adds up ($5 here, $10 there) - even when I didn't think I "spent" very much.<br />
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<b>A quick note on how I'm calculating my money-not-spent... </b><br />
I am adding items to my spreadsheet that meet the following requirements:<br />
<ul>
<li>If I'm in a situation where I would normally order a drink (at a bar, or with a meal). I pretty much know when I'd want to order one. </li>
<li>If people are having more than one drink, I'll include an extra one for myself as well. </li>
<li>My estimated cost sometimes includes tip, and sometimes doesn't - just to allow for a little wiggle room. </li>
<li>I like good booze, so I am not usually calculating for $2 beers - but $5-6 drinks (because that's what I normally have). For happy hours I'll try to guesstimate a little lower, for fancy-scmancy restaurants, I'll guesstimate a little higher. </li>
<li>I'm only calculating liquor store trips for when I REALLY want to get a bottle of wine or something. Or if I'm going to an event where I would normally bring my own booze.</li>
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<b>And one final note:</b> This is not an exact science. It's just to give myself an idea of what I COULD HAVE spent on alcohol.<br />
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<b>For the month of January <span style="color: #990000;">I did NOT spend $233.00</span> on booze. </b><br />
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Whoa.<br />
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<b>Some things I learned about myself in January: </b></h3>
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<li><b>Sleep is WAY better without alcohol.</b> I sleep much more soundly, and sometimes for much longer. <table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">This is how I pass the time when I'm watching Netflix<br />(instead of drinking)</td></tr>
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<li>As alcohol has a tendency to do, it lowers my inhibitions. <b>Having a clear head made me realize that I can make better decisions in my life!</b></li>
<li>I already feel like <b>I'm developing better relationships with my friends.</b> It's harder to connect with people when they're tipsy and I'm not - so I'm connecting more with people I may not have before, because they also either don't drink or don't drink very much. </li>
<li>I still think <b>it's hilarious watching my friends drink</b> though. :) </li>
<li>I love love LOVE not having to worry about how I am getting home at the end of the night. <b>Knowing that I can always drive myself home is very comforting. </b></li>
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One thing I'm still working on is dealing with that guilty feeling when I'm taking up a spot at the bar, and the bartender asks me what I'd like to drink, and my response is "soda water with lemon, please." </div>
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I've realized that making a light-hearted acknowledgment helps ("don't worry, I'll still tip ya!"), or keeping them reassured that I understand they're there to make money by at least kicking them a few bucks for keeping my soda water full. I've been in the business before - I get it! </div>
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In conclusion: so far, so good! </div>
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Thanks to everyone for the constant love and support on this journey! </div>
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-76568578224034603372015-01-13T09:14:00.000-07:002015-01-13T09:14:03.633-07:00Weekend (Sober) Thoughts<table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I never need booze to help me with karaoke.</td></tr>
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<b>Friday night was… interesting. </b><br />
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It was the first night that I went out partying without booze this year, and man, it was very apparent how sober I was. A bunch of us went to karaoke night, which was SUPER fun. But everyone else around me was either tipsy or flat out drunk.<br />
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When I was on the dance floor I realized I wasn’t letting loose as much as I normally do. I was suddenly a little self-conscious, which was weird for me. I didn’t have anything to take the edge off, just sureness of myself, and suddenly I was unsure. It was a strange feeling, but it made me think: <b>why do I need alcohol to be my ridiculously silly self? </b><br />
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Later that night I was talking to a boy I've kinda been crushin’ on. He had been drinking, I had not. We had an awkward conversation about our mutual attraction (well, awkward for me without the booze), and he told me that with everything said he was not looking for a relationship with anybody right now.<br />
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I realized if I had been drunk, none of what he said would have mattered. I would have taken the part about our attraction and run with it - ignoring the part about not wanting anything more. I maybe would have tried to smooch him. I would have not thought it through, just gone with the moment. I may have been okay with my decision later (or I may have had some regrets), but at the same time wondered if I was being true to myself.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Being a friend's back-up dancer is always a good idea.</td></tr>
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With a clear head, I realized - I don’t want that. I thought to myself: I don’t just want a fling, I want something more (whatever that may be). I want to meet someone and get to know them, and if something comes out of it awesome, if not, move on. I want to see if something great could actually happen, not just a one-night make out session. I realized that this was a really good guy, and that doing something in the moment now could mess up any potential of something maybe happening down the road. <b>Shit, nothing could happen in the future for all I know, but I didn’t want to just be some girl that was a temporary distraction. I’m better than that. I’m not a distraction, I’m friggin’ rad.</b> I realized that I not only respected him, but I respected myself too much to just jump into the unknown. Don’t get me wrong - I’m all about living in the moment. But through a haze of alcohol? That’s not always the best way to do it.<br />
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<b>Yeah, I don’t think I would have thought of all that if I’d been drunk. </b><br />
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Saturday morning I woke up feeling good about my decision, and about myself. It felt good being the person that safely drove my friends home. It also felt good waking up on a weekend morning without any regrets, and with a clear head.<br />
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I can’t believe it’s only been 11 days, and I’ve already felt like I’ve learned so much!<br />
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<i>PS. Money not spent so far (after the weekend): $62 total. That’s kind of awesome. </i><br />
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<i>PPS. If you get a “mocktail” at a bar or restaurant, be sure you know the price of the damn thing before the server brings it to you. Somehow our server on Saturday night failed to tell me that my deliciously mixed glass of non-alcoholic juice and fizzy water was 6-friggin-dollars. Ugh. Lesson learned!</i><br />
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-24896866223291561532015-01-08T09:38:00.000-07:002015-01-08T09:38:48.706-07:00Not Boozing When BummedYesterday I had a date planned that canceled.<br />
I actually had another date lined up the same night (just in case one canceled), then they canceled too.<br />
Just the week before I'd had a date cancel as well.<br />
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<b>FRUSTRATING.</b><br />
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It's gotten WAY too easy for people to cancel last-minute on things. I have always had a love/hate relationship with technology, and I hate that the ease of communication has resulted in people flaking out more regularly, and having very little accountability. But I digress.<br />
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<b>Last night was the first difficult one for me without the booze.</b> I know it's only been 7 days (one stinkin' week!), but I was bummed out, and I wanted a glass of wine.<br />
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<b>But I didn't have one.</b> I met up with some friends for not-a-drink at Terminal Bar (I had soda water with lemon), then went home, watched some <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peaky_Blinders_(TV_series)" target="_blank">Peaky Blinders</a>, knitted a bit, made a soda water with elderberry juice concentrate, and went to bed. And it was just fine!<br />
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-H8oMPLcCoHE/VK6xPWOkHZI/AAAAAAAAHOY/YgJg4COJxVE/s1600/n-peaky-blinders-2508-15.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-H8oMPLcCoHE/VK6xPWOkHZI/AAAAAAAAHOY/YgJg4COJxVE/s1600/n-peaky-blinders-2508-15.jpg" height="212" width="320" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><i>Looking at this guy is a nice distraction from anything, really.</i></td></tr>
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When I thought a little more about it I realized: <b>there is a healthier way to deal with this stuff.</b> Not everyone will flake, and it just seemed worse because it happened all at once. I was bummed, but there are still good people out there (shit, look at my friends for cryin' out loud), and I can totally deal.<br />
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I woke up this morning feeling better (although a little tired), and more positive. Tonight I'm planning to go for a run after work, for the first time in a while.<br />
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<b>Goodbye to bummed, and hello to a healthier and happier me! </b><br />
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<i>PS. Due to a lack of drinking last night, I have already saved a total of $36 for the month of January. That's a nice dinner, or a pair of shoes right there! Woot! </i>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-86519401026468883332015-01-05T08:25:00.004-07:002015-01-05T08:25:36.270-07:004 days down - lots more to go!Last weekend was my first weekend in a verrrrrryyyyy long time without any booze.<br />
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It actually went pretty darn well! The hardest part was sitting at home when nothing was going on, and not drinking out of boredom. So what did I end up doing instead? Drinking tea and SNACKING.<br />
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Yah, I'm gonna need to find a healthier substitute. Tea and biscuits (although delicious), will not help with making it a healthy 2015.<br />
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I went out a couple of times over the weekend, and calculated that <b>I've saved about $26.00 on booze so far.</b> So that's a bonus!<br />
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I have a feeling my next big challenge will be hitting the social scene and dating, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it. <br />
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As of right now, the New Year's No-Booze Challenge is going great. I feel good, I've slept like a rock the past few days, and I LOVE waking up without any fog in my brain.<br />
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<b>Hope you all had a wonderful New Year! </b>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-74038921832481546732014-11-24T09:11:00.000-07:002014-11-24T09:12:30.802-07:00One Girl. One Year. No Booze. <table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Me with a dirty martini - <br />
one of my favorite libations!</td></tr>
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Hey gang!<br />
I’m starting up this blog again to document a big change for
2015…<br />
<b>…I’m going booze-free for 1 year.</b><br />
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<o:p><br /></o:p><i>Some background:</i><br />
I have never been very heavy drinker.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have certainly had those binge-drinking
nights in college and a few in the recent years, but nothing I would consider
an addiction. In general, I’d say I consume somewhere between 6-8 alcoholic
beverages per week on average. Not a ton, but not exactly moderate either.<br />
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<o:p><br /></o:p>In the past, I’ve said that I want to cut back on my alcohol
consumption for a number of reasons. The biggest reason is for the sake of my
health, but also for being lucid on Saturday mornings, not having to deal with
hangovers, or just to simply save money. However as I found out with trying to
cut back on chocolate, sometimes it’s easier to just cut it out. Completely.<br />
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<o:p><br /></o:p>I started taking classes in nutrition this year, and they
have opened my eyes to how amazing the human body is.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It takes a lot of crap from us, and keeps on
trucking.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>To function optimally, it
needs a lot of hydration and nutrition. Alcohol is one of those things that has
no benefit whatsoever to our bodies. The water in it is counteracted by the
diuretic qualities, it’s processed in our body as sugar, and it contains no
vitamins or minerals. It’s really just a toxin – a poison for our bodies and
our little cells.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Alcohol also puts a
lot of stress on our livers and our kidneys.<br />
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I know what you’re thinking: everything in moderation! And
yes, some studies have shown that a glass of red wine here and there can be
beneficial. But with my Italian heritage, I don’t think I’ve ever been able to
have ONE glass of red wine. Come ON.<br />
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<o:p><br /></o:p>Now don’t get me wrong – I LOVE alcohol. I love toasting a
drink to friends, and I love the association with celebration. I love trying
new beers, ciders, wines, and spirits. Living in Colorado has opened new doors
to tastes and flavors I’ve never experienced, and the people who craft these
libations amaze me with every new sip. I even enjoy the loopy little buzz I
feel after a couple of drinks with friends. I appreciate the craft of making alcoholic
drinks, and the friendly bartenders I’ve come to know over the years.<o:p><br /><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Oh, Colorado beers. How I love you.</td></tr>
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</o:p>But in 2015, I’m doing something drastic, and giving my body
a break for the first time in 12 years. I’m cutting out the booze.<br />
<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p><b>From January 1<sup>st</sup>, 2015 to December 31<sup>st</sup>,
2015 I will not consume one drop, sip, swig, shot, glass, or pint of alcohol.</b> I
intend to blog about my progress here (whether good or bad), and hopefully
inspire some people along the way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><br />
<o:p><br /></o:p>I understand that thousands of people have already done
this, and it’s certainly not a new concept. So many people have fought their
battles with addictions and overcome them. There are people out there who don’t
drink because of health, and others that don’t because of addiction. I applaud
those people for making the change for themselves and their families.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>People that have overcome their addiction and
can still be constantly surrounded by such a socially accepted practice amaze
me.<br />
<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p>Although my situation is different, I still seek empowerment
from my decision. I want to do this for myself, but also to hopefully raise
awareness. I want people to think about the way they want to drink – not just
because it’s social, but because of how they truly feel about it. If you don’t
want to drink, you don’t have to. If you do, you can do so responsibly.<br />
<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p>I also want to challenge myself and see what I’m capable of.
I want to see the changes in my body, my bank account, and hopefully in other
surprising ways as well.<br />
<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p><b>I will be tracking my progress on this blog daily, and also tracking
big changes every 3 months, on these pillars:<br /><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Cambria; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: Cambria; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1)<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><!--[endif]-->How I feel (in general – energy levels, mood,
mentality)<br /><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Cambria; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: Cambria; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><!--[endif]-->Money (savings)<br /><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Cambria; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: Cambria; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><!--[endif]-->Physical changes (wellness and health, weight, sleep)</b><br />
<b><br /></b>
<o:p><br /></o:p>I am going to start a fundraising campaign in the near
future. I’m still determining the company, but I will have the information up
soon with how to donate.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you’d like
to support me in this endeavor, “buy me a drink” on that fundraising site. Want
to “buy me a drink” on my birthday in March? Donate $5 to that campaign instead.
It’s my non-booze fund!<br />
<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p>Yes, a year is a long time. But considering the 33 amazing
years I’ve already spent on this planet, it’s still just a blip in my
existence. It could be a fantastic change, and I’m sure it will be a great
challenge. Whatever it will be, it will be an interesting journey.<br />
<o:p><br /></o:p>
<br />
<h4>
<b>Cheers to 2015! </b></h4>
<br />
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Hey everyone!<br />
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I just realized that I didn't get an update posted about my brand new blog! It's called <b><span style="color: red;"><a href="http://www.cookwithlovesharewithlove.com/" target="_blank">Cook With Love | Share With Love</a></span></b>. It's all about food and recipes, and I just LOVE IT! Please visit me there for all of my updates and recipes. I have a lot of delicious new creations to share with you! <br />
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Also, please visit my new<b><span style="color: red;"><a href="https://www.facebook.com/cookwithlovesharewithlove" target="_blank"> Facebook fan page</a></span></b> as well. I would love it if you stopped by!<br />
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Thanks so much for being a follower, and for your continuous support. I am so excited about this new endeavor, and I can't wait to hear all of your feedback in the future.<br />
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Beth XO<br />
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<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-82617594397930687432013-10-10T17:54:00.000-06:002013-10-10T17:54:54.968-06:00Best Vegetarian Chili EVER<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Over the weekend I decided to make some chili. I wandered around the farmer's market just picking up random fresh items to throw into it - and really, just about everything sounds good in chili! <br />
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I don't mean to brag, but I make probably the best freakin' vegetarian chili EVER. I get so bored with the store-bought kind, and it seems as though "vegetarian" usually just means "tons of beans". Kind of like the way that "vegetarian" on your office's pizza day means "cheese only". <br />
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What the heck, man? I'm vegetarian not just because I don't eat meat, but because I LOVE VEGETABLES!! <br />
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So here's my recipe for a delicious vegetarian chili full of veggie-love. It has a little kick and a unique (but addictive) flavor!<br />
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<b><span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">Beth's Best Vegetarian Chili EVER</span></b><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Prep time: 20 minutes</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Cook time: 40-60 minutes</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Total time: About 1 hour 15 minutes</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Makes about 6-8 servings</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Gluten-free* / Vegan</span><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 sweet potato (OR 3-4 carrots), peeled & chopped</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 4 small to medium-sized peppers (any kind), chopped</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 3 cloves garlic, minced</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 medium onion, chopped</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 10 mushrooms, sliced</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 can vegetarian baked beans</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 can black beans (drained, but not rinsed)</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 2 cups veggie broth (or water)</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 tbsp curry paste (curry powder will work fine)</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 can corn (or 2 cobs of corn, steamed and cut off the ears) </span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 cup soyrizo (vegetarian chorizo), (*you can substitute vegetarian ground beef, or vegetarian sausage - but please keep in mind these may NOT be gluten-free)</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1 can tomato paste (small) </span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 2 large tomatoes, diced (OR 1 large can diced tomatoes, not drained)</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1/2 cup brown rice</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- 1/4 cup nutritional yeast</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- salt & pepper</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- olive oil</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">- shredded cheddar cheese (for garnish), optional (a dollop of cottage cheese is awesome on top too)</span><br />
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In a large pot over medium-high heat, add the sweet potatoes (or carrots), and onions, and cook until the onions become soft. Add the peppers and garlic, stir well, and cook another minute. Add the mushrooms, stir well. Carefully add the remaining ingredients. Cover and simmer for 40-60 minutes, stirring every 15 minutes or so (you may need to add a little more liquid). Serve hot!<br />
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I like to put them in containers in the freezer, and store them for up to a month!<br />
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Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-713074903612463782013-09-12T17:35:00.000-06:002013-09-12T17:35:10.201-06:00Hooray for September!<span style="color: #b45f06;">It has been raining cats & dogs here in Denver! I've been loving every minute of it too. I got up early today, put on my rain boots and my rain coat, and went splooshing in puddles. It was awesome. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">It was like the weather thought "Huh, it's September now. Maybe I should cool off?" And it sure did. And I'm a happy girl. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">My schedule has been pretty insane lately, and I'm not sure how I'm going to make it all work. I may need to figure out yet another strategy, and that is more than a little frustrating. But I'll find a way and come out stronger in the end. A little spoiler of what I'm working on... a new blog that's all about FOOD! It's going to be a big project but I'm so totally excited about it. More info to come soon. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">I am also still very happy that I (usually) get weekends off too, and that means a little extra time to enjoy the changing of the seasons. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">And to enjoy the little things, like this... </span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Hello, September! So nice to see you again. :) </span>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-48813580099673034712013-09-10T15:02:00.001-06:002013-09-10T15:02:03.824-06:00Banana Cashew Muffins<span style="color: #351c75;">I decided to make a new muffin recipe to start off the week right. I love having ready-made breakfasts on hand so that I can just grab something healthy before I leave the house for the day. It just starts my day off on the right foot! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;">I adapted this recipe from my favorite cookbook of all time, <b><i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/How-All-Vegan-Irresistible-Animal-Free/dp/1551520672" target="_blank">How It All Vegan</a></i></b>. Their recipe calls for blueberries and bananas, but I figured I'd leave the fresh berries to serve on the side with yogurt (my favorite way to eat a muffin!) so I substituted nuts instead. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;">I also added in Wheat Bran for a little extra fiber, and some spiced tea for an extra kick. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>Banana Cashew Muffins</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: x-small;"><i>Adapted from the recipe in How It All Vegan</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">Time: About 1 hour</span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 1/4 cups whole wheat flour</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 tsp baking powder</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1/2 cup dry sweetener (I used whole trade sugar)</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1/2 cup oil</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 cup soy, almond, or flax milk</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1/2 tsp vanilla extract</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1/2 tsp maple extract (optional)</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 banana, mashed</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">2 Tbsp ground flax seed</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">2 Tbsp wheat bran</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 cup raw cashews (or any other kind of nuts you have on hand!)</span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">1 black tea bag (any kind will do, but one with vanilla notes will work best)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">Preheat oven to 350 degrees. </span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">In a large bowl, stir together the flour, baking powder, and sweetener. Cut open the tea bag and dump the contents into the mix. </span><br />
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<i>This is the kind of tea that I used, but feel free to use whatever you have on hand! I think anything with vanilla in it is just an added bonus. </i></div>
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<i>Your dry mix will look "peppered" when you add the tea bag - but it just makes it even prettier!</i></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">Add the remaining ingredients and stir together gently until "just mixed". </span><br />
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<i>You can fill 'em up pretty high, they don't rise too much. You can use muffin liners too if you'd like, but I like to crumble my muffins, so I didn't use them. You can also sprinkle some brown sugar or extra nuts on top at this point if you'd like something a little extra!</i></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">Bake for 35-40 minutes. Test with a knife to see if done. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;">Easy peasy, huh? I love recipes like this that you can just throw together and keep munching on the rest of the week. The added fragrance of the tea really brought out something special in these guys. I can't wait to have them for breakfast again tomorrow! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><i>As a note, I would recommend storing these in the fridge in a container - it'll make them last longer! Take one out when you first get up and let it come to room temperature as you get ready for the day. Or zap it in the microwave / give it 5 minutes in the oven at 300 degrees, so it's toasty. Yum yum! </i></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><br /></span>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-50689562829344110492013-09-08T10:58:00.003-06:002013-09-08T10:58:39.780-06:00Roasted Patty Pan Squash Soup with BeansWhen I went to the meeting for the <b><i><a href="http://noticeverything.blogspot.com/2013/08/sunshine-project.html" target="_blank">Sunshine Project</a></i></b>, I came home with this beautiful UFO-shaped squash...<br />
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...and no freakin' idea what to do with it! <br />
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I started Googling "UFO-shaped squash" because I didn't even know what type of squash it was - turns out it's just a really large <b><i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pattypan_squash" target="_blank">Patty Pan squash</a></i></b>. It also turns out that I did not know how many varieties of squash there are out there! <br />
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Today I was pondering what to do with it, and after some thorough searching I realized that there are about 3 ways people make Patty Pan Squash in a recipe:<br />
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1.) Stuffed.<br />
2.) Cubed in a casserole.<br />
3.) In a curry.<br />
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BORRRRRRRING!!!<br />
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Naturally, I decided to make soup. :) <br />
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Since I love roasted squash SO MUCH, I decided to incorporate that into my recipe since I wasn't exactly sure how this type of squash would taste - and roasting seems to bring out the best in things. As it turns out, when it's roasted it turns into a buttery savory bundle of deliciousness, so I know I made the right choice!<br />
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I threw in a few cloves of garlic while roasting too, because really, who doesn't love roasted garlic?<br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;"><b>Roasted Patty Pan Squash Soup with Beans</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">Cook time: About 1 to 1 1/2 hours</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">Serves: About 4-6</span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 1 large Patty Pan Squash (peeled, seeded, and cut into 1" cubes)</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;"> <i>If you only have small Patty Pan squashes you can definitely use those too! I'd recommend about 5 total.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 6-8 garlic cloves, peeled</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 1/3 cup brown rice</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 1 can Great Northern Beans (I used canned)</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 2 cups Vegetable Broth</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- Olive oil</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- Sea Salt & Pepper</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 1 tsp Sage</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- 1 Tbsp Braggs Liquid Amino Acids (or Soy Sauce)</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;">- Shaved Parmesan cheese for garnish (optional)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Set oven to 400 degrees F, and spread the cubed squash on a large cookie sheet. Throw in the garlic cloves, and douse everything with olive oil. Season with salt, pepper, and sage. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Roast in the oven for about 30-45 minutes, turning once halfway through. Everything should be pretty evenly browned when they're done. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Pretty gorgeous, huh??</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">In the meantime, heat the veggie broth in a large pot on the stove to medium-high until boiling. Dump in the brown rice, reduce the heat, and cover to let simmer for about 20 minutes. The rice will not cook all the way through. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Dump in the roasted squash & garlic and stir. Reduce heat to medium-low, and let simmer for another 10-15 minutes. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Add the beans, and stir until everything is heated through. You may need to add a little more hot water or broth at this point to make sure everything is submerged. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Remove from heat and use a hand blender to blend everything together. I left some big chunks in there still, just for texture. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Serve with some crusty bread, and top with Parmesan cheese if desired! </span><br />
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This turned out so delicious and creamy (without any cream!). This soup would be beautifully accompanied by a bright & fruity green salad to counter the salt.<br />
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Enjoy!<br />
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-80325373316898590562013-08-30T08:35:00.001-06:002013-08-30T08:35:49.226-06:00Leftover Chili Dinner & My Favorite MugI made a TON of chili a few weeks ago. I had a bunch of ingredients that were about to go bad (beans, tomatoes, etc.), and I realized - I can throw together a batch of "whatever I've got in the fridge chili!" And it was pretty awesome. <br />
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I put half of it in the freezer, and I've been thawing it out and having it periodically for the past month or so. It's SOOO GOOD. <br />
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I wish I could remember how I made it, but I can't. <br />
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I CAN however remember how I ate some of the leftovers!<br />
I didn't have enough to make 2 whole bowls (I wanted to make it last for 2 more dinners), and I wanted to get my greens in there too. So I decided to heat up my leftover chili, and dump it over a bed of arugula and warm brown rice.<br />
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But it was missing something. Something creamy and delicious to top it off just right. <br />
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A fried egg! YES! <br />
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Oh man, this is my new favorite dinner. WAY yummy, and surprisingly healthy to boot! You could make this with any leftover chunky chili, soup or sauce. So easy!<br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;">On another note, how's this for a great way to start your morning?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;">It's by far my favorite mug 'cause it cracks me up every time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;">Wanna buy one for yourself?</span> <b><i><a href="http://www.zazzle.com/chickpeasandhulahoop" target="_blank">Click here!</a>*</i></b><br />
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<i>*Note: You may need to change the Content Filter to see all the products listed (including the Asshat mug). There’s a little tabby thing on the left. Just change the filer from SAFE to OFF (you'll need to enter your birthdate). :) You're welcome!</i>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-58814017079621662552013-08-26T17:48:00.001-06:002013-08-26T17:48:39.867-06:00Another new job? WHAT? Hey gang!<br />
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What's in the news today? Well I got ANOTHER new job! Yay! <br />
I just started working with <b><i><a href="http://www.modernindenver.com/" target="_blank">Modern in Denver Magazine</a></i></b>. I'm going to be helping them part-time with social media, email advertising, writing & editing, blog updates, general office help, etc. I'm so excited!<br />
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It's a little strange to be working two part-time jobs instead of just one full-time, but I think I might actually like it. I tend to get tired of the same thing every day, and I like the idea of having things changed up a bit. I should have a pretty set schedule soon as well, so that's AWESOME - and I'll even have WEEKENDS OFF!! WOOHOO!!! That made me so friggin' happy. <br />
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I feel so lucky and blessed that this all magically lined up for me (I really do think there was some magic involved), and I can't thank you folks enough for being so helpful and supportive during this whole process! It's going to take a little bit of adjustment over the next month or so (I'm gettin' my feet wet - bear with me), but I think it's going to be really good for me. <br />
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I'm so happy to find positions that will not only A) be flexible when I do start school again, but B) possibly open up some opportunities in the future. All about who you know, right? :) <br />
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And did I mention that I'll have WEEKENDS OFF???<br />
Hehe. I'm pretty happy about that.<br />
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-58899989976530845532013-08-23T22:25:00.000-06:002013-08-23T22:25:09.712-06:00Elizabethtown - it's all in the timingI just re-watched <b><i><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0368709/" target="_blank">Elizabethtown</a></i></b> tonight.<br />
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It's not a great movie, and the first time I saw it I thought - meh, it's ok.<br />
This time around I liked it a little more.<br />
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I'm not sure why, but it's been about 8 years since the last time I saw it. Really when you think about it - a lot's changed in 8 years. With me, with my life, with the world - all that junk.<br />
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It's funny how when we change, the way we see things change. You can read a book, watch a movie, or meet a person - and everything is different. You experience it completely differently than you did before! It's certainly not something you think of at the time, but the second time around you think: Man, I can totally relate to this movie. Or man, this person GETS ME. Or holy shit - why didn't I see this before? It was right in front of my face! <br />
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Anyway, it's just funny. Funny how things change. How we change. <br />
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I liked this movie better the second time around. The way they dealt with death. With family. With the insecurities that come with love - and the security that comes from finding someone who gets you. It's kind of beautiful when you see it that way.<br />
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And it made me want to go on a road trip - really bad! Ha! <br />
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You should check it out if you want a nice melancholy movie with a damn good soundtrack. :) It's a nice distraction. Enjoy it.Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-87212338855326359132013-08-21T07:30:00.001-06:002013-08-21T07:30:45.632-06:00Sunshine Project!Last night I attended a meeting at a beautiful little house to talk about getting good food to people in Denver who don't have access to it.<br />
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I knew this was gonna be right up my alley.<br />
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It was only a small group of people, but we talked about the need for affordable, organic, fresh & unprocessed foods to be accessible to EVERYONE - especially certain "food deserts" in Denver (where there are no grocery stores nearby, no access to any foods except fast "foods"). <br />
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It was a wonderful meeting, and I love how excited everyone is about this food program. It started as a co-op, but they're now a full non-profit. They need help with gardening, filling orders, reaching out to the community, and much more. I am SO EXCITED.<br />
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This is just a sample of some of the amazing foods they sent me home with from their garden!<br />
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I can't wait to try them all! :D<br />
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<b><i><a href="http://www.cpt12.org/blog/index.php/2012/11/08/sunshine-project-shines-a-ray-of-light-in-food-depressed-ne-park-hill/" target="_blank">Click here</a></i></b> to read a little more about the project (it's from last year, but still has good info). I'm so excited to be a part of this program, and to be helping people who share the same passion that I do. Getting good, local, organic, HEALTHY foods to EVERYONE.<br />
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It's time to change the world!Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-47983861994490827442013-08-13T11:43:00.000-06:002013-08-13T11:43:05.295-06:00School update & Spending Fast REDUXHey, gang.<br />
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Hold tight, 'cause this is gonna be a long one! <br />
<b><i><a href="http://noticeverything.blogspot.com/search/label/she%20saved" target="_blank">I've been through this before</a></i></b>. If you want to, feel free to read backwards through those posts and see how far I went in 2012 with my <a href="http://andthenwesaved.com/about-the-spending-fast/" target="_blank">Spending Fast</a>. I paid off nearly half my debt! It was amazing, difficult, liberating, quite a struggle, but so rewarding. <br />
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<b><span style="color: #351c75; font-size: large;">Then 2013 came. And shit happened. </span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>My boyfriend and I broke up, and I moved out.</b> I suddenly had to pay a new deposit, a new rent, re-stock my fridge with groceries, pay for any moving costs (thank GOD I had friends to help though). </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>I made excuses.</b> I spent money on things I didn't need to make myself feel better. I went out to eat, I bought drinks, I ignored my troubles. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>I went on a vacation.</b> Although the vacation was done on a budget (which I'm very proud of), and it was one I'll never regret taking - it was still an expense. An expense that I helped pay for by using my credit cards.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>I lost my job.</b> Suddenly I had no income. NONE. I turned to my credit cards to console me, yet again. I also still needed to eat, pay for gas, and everything else. I did get a new job relatively fast (which I'm unbelievably grateful for), but it's only part-time right now. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>I needed dental work.</b> Desperately. My tooth was becoming so painful due to a filling that fell out that I needed to get fixed a year ago, and because I waited so long I had to get a crown. Which cost me over $1,600 in money I don't have. Add it to the credit card. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><b>I decided to go to school.</b> Orientation fees, doctor's visits, application fees - the list goes on & on. And my financial aid would barely cover my tuition and other expenses - and yet, how would I pay for my credit card bills?? </span><br />
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I'm certainly glad that none of these things happened BEFORE I started the Spending Fast, otherwise I'd be in even more trouble now. However...<br />
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...Remember my ending amount after the spending fast? Here's a refresher of how much I accomplished in 2012:<br />
<b>$13,168.04 - Starting Debt at Jan 1, 2012</b><br />
<b>$7,169.78 - Ending Debt at Dec 17, 2012</b><br />
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Pretty amazing huh? <br />
Well, guess where my debt is now. I currently owe:<br />
<b>$13,829.64 - as of August 9th, 2013</b><br />
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I actually managed to rack up even MORE debt than when I started the Spending Fast the first time around. SHIT.<br />
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I guess it's not something you can just change overnight. And getting out of debt is not about just getting DOWN your debt. It's about getting COMPLETELY OUT of debt. And SAVING money so that when the shit hits the fan, you can turn to your savings INSTEAD of your credit cards. <br />
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Well, here I am again. Frustrated, dissapointed, and scared. <br />
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What to do now? Well, get back on the horse that bucked ya. Start over.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #cc0000;">Therefore I have decided that I cannot possibly go back to school this year. </span></b><br />
This has by far been one of the hardest choices I've ever had to make. I have been struggling with this decision, but it's the only solution I can find. I can't get out of my debt while accruing more debt - especially at a school where the tuition is so ridiculously high.<br />
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When I finally realized what I needed to do, I was so upset I thought I would burst. My heart felt like it was broken. I sobbed until I could hardly breathe.<br />
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I did so much work to get to where I am. I did all of the paperwork, spent hours submitting the proper forms & applications, hounded my advisers for help, got all of my appointments done, went to orientation, met all my requirement. I literally spent months getting ready for this. <br />
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And now, with only <b><i>one month</i></b> from starting my next chapter in life - it's delayed.<br />
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This year has been a strange one. They say that every handful of years or so we go through a "year of change". Where everything is just a complete clusterfuck, you lose your place in the world, you go through some growing pains, cry a lot, and change a lot. It's sucky at the time, but it brings about a new year of growth and hope. I am pretty sure I'm in one of those years right now. And it sucks. But I know that good will come. <br />
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So here I am, trying to be brave. Trying to embrace what life has in store for me no matter what. <br />
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Being an adult is fucking hard.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;">And so, with this, I'm beginning my Spending Fast for the second (and last) time.</span></b> This time, I'm not going to do it for a year. I'm going to do it for as long as it takes. As long as it takes to pay off my debt, and get my savings going. As long as it takes to be financially secure. And if delaying school for another year or two is what it's going to take, I'm going to do it. <br />
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I'm going to start blogging about my progress again too, which is why I'm making this public. Yes, it's a shameless plug for support and encouragement, but hey, I'll take what I can get. And if my struggle can help others become debt-free as well then that will be worth it. We are not alone. This is not just a problem I struggle with - it's a problem THOUSANDS of Americans struggle with.<br />
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If you haven't watched this yet, please check out the documentary film Maxed Out. <br />
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I believe it's still available on Netflix Instant. I would highly recommend it. <br />
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One different thing I'm going to be doing this time around is that I'm going to get some professional help. I'm talking to a Financial Adviser / Financial Planner who will help me get back on track. I figure they know a lot more about this stuff than I do, and they can help me figure out my budget, how to get my savings going again, how much I can afford to put towards everything, etc. I mean, it's what they get paid to do!<br />
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I'm also going to use this time to research companies, volunteer with cooking schools / non-profits that already do what I'm looking to do with my future in nutrition. I'm going to find a school that can work within my needs, and help me reach my goals without costing me a small fortune. I may need to hold off on pulling the trigger for a little while, but now that I know what I want to do with my life I know that will keep me motivated. <br />
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I have always been driven by my heart and sometimes it takes a little while for my head to catch up. Sometimes diving in before asking if there's a safety net actually works. Sometimes I land in a pile of rainbows and marshmallow fluff, and I'm so glad I took the leap of faith. And sometimes, I hit the ground. And it really fucking hurts. But I have to deal with it, brush myself off and start over. <br />
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Last night I was talking to my friend Geneva about all of this.<br />
Geneva: "So, do you feel like a weight has been lifted from your shoulders now that you've made this decision?"<br />
Me: "Yes. I really do."<br />
Geneva: "Then you made the right choice."<br />
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So here I go again. Broken, a little battered, but not yet defeated. <br />
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<i>If you'd like to start a Spending Fast as well, please check out the blog that inspired it all <b><span style="color: #cc0000;"><a href="http://andthenwesaved.com/about-the-spending-fast/" target="_blank">here</a></span></b>. Anna is an amazing person, and really knows what she's talking about!</i><br />
<br />Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-22853706785147109282013-08-12T15:25:00.001-06:002013-08-12T15:25:04.292-06:00American Gods by Neil Gaiman<span style="color: #0b5394;">This month for Book Club we read <b><i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/American-Gods-Neil-Gaiman/dp/0380789035" target="_blank">"American Gods" by Neil Gaiman</a></i></b>. It is widely considered his masterpiece, and I agree!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">This book sucked me in from the start. It's about a man who just got out of prison (Shadow), and his encounters with "gods" all across America. He is enlisted for help by Wednesday who is trying to round up all of the gods for an epic battle of old VS new. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">It's a fascinating story, and beautifully written. Geneva said that the audio version is awesome too because they have different actors do each voice (which is always amazing!). I loved reading it, and it was clear that Neil Gaiman went above and beyond researching gods, folklore, and the American landscape to create the novel. Interesting that he's a British writer, but he painted such a strange and wonderful picture of America and what / why we believe things (or why we don't). </span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Since most of the book had to do with the characters traveling across the country it illustrated the change of scenery from state to state, the changing weather and small towns, and the kitsch of road-side attractions and stops along the way. It really felt like you were on a journey with them! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I hope you get a chance to pick up this fantastic book. I'm sure there was a LOT that I missed (there was a lot of symbolism and deeper meanings that we barely scratched the surface about at the book club meeting - people probably teach classes on it honestly!), so I'll probably read it again in the future. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">If you remember the name, Neil Gaiman also wrote "Stardust" and "Coraline" - more children's / young adult stories, but still a little dark and fantastical. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">And if you want to read an utterly hilarious encounter of <i><b><a href="http://thebloggess.com/" target="_blank">the Bloggess</a></b></i> and Neil Gaiman, read <b><i><a href="http://thebloggess.com/2010/11/and-then-i-met-neil-gaiman/" target="_blank">this</a></i></b>. I promise it will make you giggle. :) </span>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-83974552688790842072013-08-05T19:29:00.002-06:002013-08-05T19:29:50.539-06:00Golly I can't wait for Autumn<span style="color: #b45f06;">I know I've made like a bajillion posts about how much I love fall (like <b><i><a href="http://noticeverything.blogspot.com/2012/09/autumn.html" target="_blank">this one</a></i></b>, <b><i><a href="http://noticeverything.blogspot.com/2012/07/i-am-so-ready-for-fall.html" target="_blank">this one</a></i></b>, and <b><i><a href="http://noticeverything.blogspot.com/2011/09/autumn-is-coming-soon.html" target="_blank">this one</a></i></b>), but hey, how 'bout another one? :) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">It's been so hot in Denver lately - upper 90's and just miserably toasty. I've never been the type of person to enjoy the heat of summer (although it's a super fun season, man, I hate sweating), and I'm ready to take on some cooler evenings, scarves, sweaters and boots. I just love changing seasons! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Oh my gosh - one of my favorite things about fall. Morning light, cool crisp morning air, and a warm snuggly bed. I always miss the long days of summer, but the beautiful crisp fall days are a great trade off! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06;">Oooo - morning autumn hikes through the woods!! LOVE THOSE TOO! Seriously - I just love that time of year. I'm so excited! </span>Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4155895537104409247.post-68342476614983159932013-08-03T13:26:00.002-06:002013-08-03T13:26:38.675-06:00Brunch with the ladies!Today my mom, little sister and I went to <b><i><span style="color: #990000;"><a href="http://www.monasrestaurant.com/" target="_blank">Mona's</a></span></i></b> for some brunch!<br />
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It was so yummy - I got the French eggs Benedict (it had brie cheese on it, and came on a croissant - YUM!), and my mom and I split a huge blueberry pancake. The coffee wasn't too shabby either! <br />
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It's my last weekend before I start my new job, and a lovely brunch with the family was a great way to do it. I'm very excited to start my new position - and I gotta say, it's actually been nice to have some time off (even though it was so unexpected). I've been getting caught up on school paper stuff, getting my apartment clean, catching up with friends, getting doctor's appointments done, etc. It's actually been pretty busy, but good. <br />
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Funny how things turn out, huh? And I really think this was the best thing for me - it's helping me move toward a new career and towards what I truly want to do, which is help people heal with nutrition. And that makes me feel good!!<br />
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Hope you all are enjoying this lovely weekend so far! Beth Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01069721676345700085noreply@blogger.com0